സെൻറ് ജോൺസ് മോഡൽ എച്ച്.എസ്.എസ്. നാലാഞ്ചിറ/അക്ഷരവൃക്ഷം/ My diary

My diary Today, it seems quite pacifying until it does not. Under usual circumstances while I'd really wish to take sometime off my strenous routine and just stay in to reconnect with myself. I am finding it difficult not being exposed to everyday traffic din, which has been so embedded in my life.As you know, am really foresight about the circumstances, that we are facing today. Thus, I am already disturbed by my confusing thoughts about the coming up future.I walk out to the verandhah, but there I am surrounded by a stinging quietness. If I happen to stand there for a bit too long, the thoughts inside my head grow louder and become almost deafening. To be honest to you, I feel that retrospection is entertaining, but only as long as there is some loud diversion distracting me from time to time. Inside ,I am stuck with my family . Watching my life slowdown interminable makes you realise things you wouldn't normally care to mull over. The lockdown has provided me a long awaited solace and ever since ,I have been trying to condense a year's worth of thoughts on paper . These lockdown days ,taught me how to keep my mind calm myself . So ,my nights,I lay in my bed feeling very pathetic about the days of quarantine. And I try myself to convince my mind that we can always cling to hope when everything else fails.... അശ്വിനി എ. പി. 11 സെൻറ് ജോൺസ് മോഡൽ എച്ച്.എസ്.എസ്. നാലാഞ്ചിറ തിരുവനന്തപുരം നോർത്ത് ഉപജില്ല തിരുവനന്തപുരം അക്ഷരവൃക്ഷം പദ്ധതി, 2020 ലേഖനം  സാങ്കേതിക പരിശോധന - Anilkb തീയ്യതി: 05/ 05/ 2020 >> രചനാവിഭാഗം - ലേഖനം