"എസ്.കെ.വി. എച്ച്. എസ്. നന്ദിയോട്/അക്ഷരവൃക്ഷം/Back track" എന്ന താളിന്റെ പതിപ്പുകൾ തമ്മിലുള്ള വ്യത്യാസം
എസ്.കെ.വി. എച്ച്. എസ്. നന്ദിയോട്/അക്ഷരവൃക്ഷം/Back track (മൂലരൂപം കാണുക)
16:26, 15 ഏപ്രിൽ 2020-നു നിലവിലുണ്ടായിരുന്ന രൂപം
, 15 ഏപ്രിൽ 2020തിരുത്തലിനു സംഗ്രഹമില്ല
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a Routine after I got settled here. The news channels are overflowing with accounts of corona virus, the new pandemic. | a Routine after I got settled here. The news channels are overflowing with accounts of corona virus, the new pandemic. | ||
It has killed over 1 lakh people all over the world. I can’t believe what’s happening...a small microbe is making the world | It has killed over 1 lakh people all over the world. I can’t believe what’s happening...a small microbe is making the world | ||
petrified. | petrified.<br /> | ||
But still I don’t have to worry about my motherland. The circumstances are much better in Kerala than here in Doha. I’m | But still I don’t have to worry about my motherland. The circumstances are much better in Kerala than here in Doha. I’m | ||
sure that Kerala will fight and win the battle like she did in nipah crisis. Wherever in the world you’re, you’ll be always | sure that Kerala will fight and win the battle like she did in nipah crisis. Wherever in the world you’re, you’ll be always | ||
concerned about your hometown. It’s a sort of emotional attachment. | concerned about your hometown. It’s a sort of emotional attachment.<br /> | ||
Oh! It has become very late. I need some sleep. I work in a hospital here. I was off duty today. I have to get up early as I | Oh! It has become very late. I need some sleep. I work in a hospital here. I was off duty today. I have to get up early as I | ||
am assigned for the morning shift. | am assigned for the morning shift.<br /> | ||
As an insomniac, sleep is a noble thing for me. I never get that blessing often. Sleep is the blessed barrier between night | As an insomniac, sleep is a noble thing for me. I never get that blessing often. Sleep is the blessed barrier between night | ||
and the upcoming day. I agree with Wordsworth. She is the mother of fresh thoughts and liveliness. Everyone gave me | and the upcoming day. I agree with Wordsworth. She is the mother of fresh thoughts and liveliness. Everyone gave me | ||
tips on falling asleep like a normal human, why aren't they working? I don’t know. I took two cetirizine tablets at once. | tips on falling asleep like a normal human, why aren't they working? I don’t know. I took two cetirizine tablets at once. | ||
I have undergone medical treatment for my condition. I take sleeping pills frequently. But I’m out of them since | I have undergone medical treatment for my condition. I take sleeping pills frequently. But I’m out of them since | ||
yesterday night. So I took the cetirizine tablets knowing that they will have some brain kicking effects. | yesterday night. So I took the cetirizine tablets knowing that they will have some brain kicking effects.<br /> | ||
Now, even after taking overdose, I’m not able to close my eyes. My mind is full of floating thoughts. What to do? I was | Now, even after taking overdose, I’m not able to close my eyes. My mind is full of floating thoughts. What to do? I was | ||
always been an over thinker. My thoughts stopped on my teenage memories. I thought about my high school friends. | always been an over thinker. My thoughts stopped on my teenage memories. I thought about my high school friends. | ||
Suddenly a name stuck my head, Pramod, one of my best friends. He was really an admirable one, such a great soul. I | Suddenly a name stuck my head, Pramod, one of my best friends. He was really an admirable one, such a great soul. I | ||
haven’t met him after the 10 th standard. Where would be he now? I should search about him. He will have some social | haven’t met him after the 10 th standard. Where would be he now? I should search about him. He will have some social | ||
media presence for sure. I can lead my investigation through that. | media presence for sure. I can lead my investigation through that.<br /> | ||
This has been my enjoyment thing since this place came under partial lockdown. I have found some of my childhood | This has been my enjoyment thing since this place came under partial lockdown. I have found some of my childhood | ||
friends through the social media. I use to call them, especially video call. I fell into sleep slowly while having these | friends through the social media. I use to call them, especially video call. I fell into sleep slowly while having these | ||
thoughts. | thoughts.<br /> | ||
I’m not sure about the dreams I had in mind, but the medicine worked. During that time the phone rang. Who the hell is | I’m not sure about the dreams I had in mind, but the medicine worked. During that time the phone rang. Who the hell is | ||
calling? I got up from the bed angrily. I took the phone and it had the name Aman. Before I could answer, the call got | calling? I got up from the bed angrily. I took the phone and it had the name Aman. Before I could answer, the call got | ||
declined. I headed for the phone app and selected contacts. Just below the Aman, there was another saved number, | declined. I headed for the phone app and selected contacts. Just below the Aman, there was another saved number, | ||
ammi . | ammi .<br /> | ||
Whenever I hear the word family, I only think of my wife and my beloved daughter. I don’t know why my acha and ammi | Whenever I hear the word family, I only think of my wife and my beloved daughter. I don’t know why my acha and ammi | ||
aren’t even on the picture. Somewhere in the process of having a partner and setting up own life, I lost thoughts of | aren’t even on the picture. Somewhere in the process of having a partner and setting up own life, I lost thoughts of | ||
them. | them.<br /> | ||
I decided to call them, to make a video call. The topics will start from corona to our poovali to kingini and will go on, I’m | I decided to call them, to make a video call. The topics will start from corona to our poovali to kingini and will go on, I’m | ||
sure. | sure. |